The Punisher, a sex worker who participated in freak-offs with “Diddy” and Cassie Ventura, revealed that he had erectile dysfunction, which led him to undergo a penis implant procedure.
The deeply personal journey is chronicled in his book In Search of Freezer Meat, which he wrote to help other men facing similar struggles.
“I use a lot of funny stories about my life to show how I got there, how I found remedies, and how I eventually solved it with going all the way out because I got a penis implant. Every time people hear that, they say, ‘This guy must be crazy.’ But I guarantee you, it’s a better option than not being able to perform at all,” The Punisher said during an interview on the Sit Down with Michael Franzese podcast. “It’s by far the best top three decisions I made in my life.”
The book includes six and a half pages describing his sexual encounters with Diddy and Ventura, though he refers to them anonymously.
Still, The Punisher revealed many sordid details about his sexual escapades with the disgraced mogul under oath during Diddy’s trial for sex trafficking.
The Punisher testified that he was paid between $800 and $2,000 per session to perform in erotic scenes for Diddy and Ventura, often in upscale hotel suites like Trump Tower.
He said he was instructed not to speak to or make eye contact with Diddy during the encounters, which took place in dimly lit rooms with baby oil and furniture covered in sheets.
According to Hayes, Diddy would sometimes watch while masturbating and giving Ventura subtle directions.
The Punisher also described a moment when Diddy threw condoms at him and said, “I’m ready to see you f— her,” but he was unable to perform.
That experience, among others, led him to confront his erectile dysfunction and seek a permanent solution.
“ED, erectile dysfunction, hit me harder than anything else in life. Not just physically. Mentally. Emotionally. It cracked my confidence, shook my identity, and nearly crushed my relationship. I kept quiet for a long time. But not anymore. Because the truth can’t help people if it stays in the dark,” The Punisher said.
The Punisher’s book blends memoir and medical guide, offering insight into the emotional and physical toll of ED.
It covers causes like stress, hormone imbalance and poor circulation while also addressing mental health and stigma. The Punisher said he wrote it to give men a space to feel seen and supported.
As for Diddy, trial in his racketeering and sex trafficking trial is slated to resume tomorrow (June 22) in a Manhattan federal court. Closing arguments are expected this week, with a verdict anticipated by July 4.
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